March 8, 2013
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It’s amazing how quickly things change.
I thought I was doing better, being home. I really did.
But today went from tired but ok to me being suicidal again in about 2 minutes.
Just fuck everything. My brain is so motherfucking broken. I just want to be ok, but I can’t even let myself do that for more than a few hours. Good motherfucking lord.
I give up. I’ll never be alright. Every time I think I am shit hits the fan again. What’s the point in even trying anymore? It’s just a waste of time and energy.
In other news, I made a great new theme but Xanga seems to not care at all that half the people on this site can’t save new themes even though the problem is three years old.
