March 13, 2013
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Follow Up About M
For those of you who read my post the other day about M, this is what has happened since then.
Over the weekend M asked me to save Wednesday for adventures and shenanigans. So I did. And knowing that we would spend the whole day together, last night I asked him if he intended for us to sleep together. We ended up having a 2 hour long texting conversation about the possibility of having sex and what that would mean and etc. etc. etc. and came to the conclusion that it probably couldn’t hurt to try.
But then today he texts me and goes “idk if I’m still on board with the plan.” THIS KID HAS BEEN TRYING TO SLEEP WITH ME FOR 6 YEARS NOW. But I let it roll off, because he probably never thought it would actually happen so now he’s actually thinking about it. What bothered me was that he then proceeded to inform me that he just wants to hang out tonight. I blocked off my whole fucking day for him and he blew me off. And when I tried to get mad, he brought up that it was his brand new longboard (which he warned me last night and said if it came in the mail today all bets were off), so I couldn’t even be mad since he pre-warned me! So I said “I’m sick of being blown off. I am. But you warned me about the board so there isn’t anything I can do about it without feeling like a bitch.” I got zero response and that was nearly three and a half hours ago.
So who fucking knows what’s going on now. UGH! I hate boys.
**update**
It is 11:50pm. I have not heard from him since 2pm. I tried texting him again half an hour ago because I was in his neighborhood and wanted to pick something of mine up from his house but no dice. Fuck him.
