March 23, 2013
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Drama
I confronted my best friend about always talking about the BFX and made it pretty clear that I’m upset with her for not holding him responsible for how he treated me. She apologized (sort of) and said that she doesn’t consider him “off the hook” by any means, but I told her that she needs to start acting like it since he doesn’t know that he’s in her bad books. So we’ll see if that gets any better.
In weight related news: Last night I ended up binging again so I made myself some new rules. Just for this week to get me kickstarted. However, then I realized Passover starts Monday night and it is nearly impossible to keep low cals during Passover but I’m gonna do my best (except Monday night all bets are off). So the new deal is to have under 1000cals each day and if I go over I can’t smoke the next day. I also cannot have any caffeine, alcohol, or drink any calories. And no eating after 10pm. That is just for this week, excluding Monday (so until the 30th), but hopefully that will help me get started.
I’ve officially gained 5lb since I’ve moved home. I moved home February 20. It’s March 23. That’s 5lb in a month. I’m hoping to lose it faster than I gained it, but we’ll see.
Intake stuff:
B: egg whites (35), toast (45), lc cheese (35)
L: banana (100)
S: popcorn (100)
D: pizza (250), chips (250), cookie (85)
S: junk food (~350)TOTAL: 1250
Fuck. No smoking tomorrow. BUT! I stayed under 1300, so I’ll still call this half a win.
