April 5, 2013
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My friendship with Joy is getting worse and worse. And now I’m just hoping it eventually spirals away… but I know it won’t because she’s clingy. And because I refuse to abandon her, as much as she may deserve it. I’d try to focus on the positives in the awesome friends I have here but… yeah not so much.
In other news, my parents are letting me sort of revamp my bedroom now so I can upgrade from “childhood bedroom” to “young adult living here comfortably while getting her Master’s degree.” The only problem is that I have to keep the bulk of my white furniture, and my tastes are much more edgy and dark than this. But I managed to come up with a plan… only to discover that the type of stuff I want doesn’t actually exist. Like anywhere. At least, not within my budget (though it didn’t look like it existed out of my budget either). So I either need to learn how to make furniture or I need to figure something else out.
Intake stuff for Thursday, April 4:
The cake at lunch was 100% unavoidable – it is my family’s secret chocolate cake and when it’s made you are expected to eat the piece put in front of you because that cake was invented by the angels and is way too good for this mortal world. I’m not exaggerating. Had I not eaten the cake, everyone would have known something was up. The binge after dinner was half weed induced and half PMS induced…bleh. Also I’ve been so goddamn BLOATED. It’s so uncomfortable and it sucks and its literally all the time. ;afkjds;afkl;s I drink SO MUCH WATER AND HERBAL TEA this should not be a problem.
Today was a rest day on my running training program.
B: chobani (140)
L: salad (100), cake (400)
D: vegetarian chili (150), special k bar (100)
S: reeses (220), popcorn (100), cookies (150), chocolate (100)
TOTAL: 1460
