May 23, 2013
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Worse
I need a break from life. Again. I’m getting worse. I don’t know how I lasted in Rhode Island as long as I did. I was so bad up there. I’m not nearly as bad now as I was then, or at least I don’t think I am, but I am nearly as close to breaking as I was then.
I just need a few days to do nothing and be as high as a kite. But I am not going to have the opportunity to do such a thing until the last weekend of August.
How am I going to do this? I just don’t see how I can keep this up for three more months. I really don’t.