My day went from so awesome to so bad in like 3 seconds.
I got up, made myself look super cute, and went out the door to go to Starbucks and finish my personal statements for Arcadia. On my way out plans changed and I went to pick up a friend and we stopped at a jewelry store that is going out of business to see if there was anything worth buying on sale (there wasn’t, but it was fun to look). THEN we went to Starbucks and each did our own work. While we were there, another friend who I haven’t seen in ages and his sister (who is friends with the friend I brought to Starbucks) came in so we ended up talking to them for like half an hour. Then my friend was upset because she got some bad news from her mom so I took her out to dinner where we had this super cute and flirty waiter. We had a great time and she ended up giving him my number because I was too much of a wuss to do it. I’ve never done anything like that before so my heart was going like 5000 miles a minute. We left it with the check so I don’t know how he took it or if he even took it. But it was still a great time.
Then, from the moment I walk in the door, everything went to shit. My parents started giving me a hard time because they want to go on a family vacation on an Alaskan cruise this summer but I need to take summer courses and they need to sign up for the vacation TODAY to save like $3000 so I had to drop everything the second I walked in the door to see if my classes are offered at a summer session time other than when we will be on vacation. I find nothing. So then my mom makes me come over to her computer so she can “search with me,” aka take half an hour to do what I could do in 5-10 minutes because she is computer illiterate. And guess what! She found, again, that they don’t have what I need at all at any point in time over the summer at any college in the area (we checked 5 different schools). So then my mom decides to check University of Phoenix (you know, that online one that is all about adult education blahblahblah) and we found – very, very slowly – that they do have my classes but they don’t like start/end dates and they don’t list course cost. So I said I’d call tomorrow and my dad got pissy because he has to sign up for the vacation today. Like, if its that fucking important, just say we’re going on the vacation and if I can’t take my classes too damn bad. I can take them next summer, it isn’t a big deal. I’m going to be in this program for another 2 years. I’ll find the time.
And THEN I get on Facebook to help a friend study for biology and see the BFX and Joy being really fucking obnoxious. Just still doing the same shit that has had me pissed off for however long now. And I’m just so done. He’s a liar, she’s a liar. Neither of them really give two shits about me or how I feel at all, regardless of what they say. Actions speak louder than words and I am just so. fucking. done. with their shit.
FUCK EVERYTHING. I just want to scream and cry and punch a hole in the wall and I can’t even go smoke because both my parents are home and M can’t hang out right now and that would be my only way to get out of the house. Because I’m 22 and I can’t just come and go as I please for some reason. FUCKFUCKFUCK.
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